this is my Atlas Shrugged I guess, written in a few days
Pottsville, 2023: a short story
b.b. trout
“It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the
age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness, it was the epoch of belief, it
was the epoch of incredulity, it was the season of Light, it was the season of
Darkness, it was the spring of hope, it was the winter of despair…”
-
Charles Dickens
I should have been more careful
in this Me Too era of Zero Tolerance
that swept across the United States several years ago. Now I am sitting in the grey prison cell in
downtown Pottsville in what used to be the six story Thompson Building. It had been emptied for many years until its recent
conversion to a prison. At one time it was a bustling office building for
professionals. At least now this forgotten
structure has tenants and activity. With
the Thompson Building transformed into a prison and its neighbor, the former American
Bank Building, now the MTC – Misogynist Treatment Center (an in-patient
facility), Pottsville’s population is no longer hemorrhaging. I once joked that Pottsville’s sinking population
would get a boost in the census reporting if our bi-polar residents were able
to be counted twice. I was severely
reprimanded for my insensitivity and lost my job over it. While the prison at the Thompson Building is
all male, many of the patients at the MTC are women believe it or not. Women who refuse to tow the Resistance
line. From my northern exposure window,
I can watch the patients being brought in.
That building is almost filled to capacity, just like my prison.
I await
my fate despite not having received any written complaint of what I may have
done to cause my incarceration. I now must
review not only my recent past but over sixty years of behavior. All statutes of limitations were recently abolished
by fiat. All this came about after the
U.S. Senate Judiciary Committee’s hearing on Supreme Court nominee Brett Kavanaugh
and an allegation of groping and over-experimenting with booze as a minor. You probably don’t remember that Supreme
Court Justice Hugo Black had been a card-carrying member of the KKK prior to
his nomination to the court by Franklin Roosevelt. He was one of the Court’s great civil
libertarians. However, no one cares
about history anymore. Now every venial
sin ever committed from the age of seven is justification for eternal
damnation.
I did think that the
Kavanaugh nomination was a wrong decision. Not because he was unqualified for the
position but because the United States is a big country; maybe someone from
outside the Boston-Washington corridor should also be on the bench. I don’t believe Harvard and Yale have a
monopoly on intelligence. But besides intelligence
the court needs a dose of common sense peppered with a perspective from another
part of the country occasionally.
I stare out my window and
see the electronic billboard flashing “All
Men Are Liars. All Women are Victims.” I mutter that this can’t be really happening
to me, but it was. The billboards are
everywhere. The Resistance has won. Due process no longer exists. President Kristen Gillibrand has suspended many
civil liberties for at least half of the population. She proclaimed the nation needed a good
cleansing after Trump left the office. The
nation needed a purge.
The changes imposed by the
presidential orders are vast. Beginning
in 2025 all professional and college sports teams cannot have more than 50% of “traditional
male” players. It sounds confusing, but
any confusion is to be worked out by newly created bureaucratic agencies. I am sure that this will give lots of
employment to lawyers out there hungry for fees. Auto racing is not included in executive
order as that sport was out right banned; not because the spectators and fans
are considered abominable, but because of the fuel used in the sport which adds
to global warming. Despite the fact that
Matt Damon and Leo DiCaprio, both financial supporters of the Resistance, fly
around the world in private jets using up lots of fuel, the executive order is
now the law of the land. I recall George
Orwell’s words, “All animals are created
equal, but some animals are more equal than others.”
The other presidential order
that surprised me was a requirement that at every televised sporting event, a
microphone is to be passed among the players to air grievances in equal time
that the national anthem was sung. The President
stated this this is only fair to both sides.
Players could protest police wrongdoings, global warming, pot holes, the
neglect of feral cats in this country, the lack of funding for male pattern
baldness or any other cause the player is wrapped up in, only if the player projected
the appearance of being a victim. Freedom
of speech is more important for victims than for any other people. Sporting events now take on the appearance of
the Festivus Holiday that was created
on the old Seinfeld TV show; a show now deemed politically incorrect and
banished to the darkest corners of the web. The airing of grievances starts every
game. Both presidential orders were recently
upheld by the Supreme Court in a landmark opinion handed down by Chief Justice
Ginsburg (still alive and doing very well thanks to a series of organ
transplants from a licensed Chinese organ harvesting facility). She was joined by Justices Kagan, Sotomayor, Breyer
and the newest justice, Gloria Allred.
I have no right to know
the charges levelled against me. I was
told that I would be taken into court and examined and then removed from the
court room so that my accuser could testify outside of my presence. I had no right to confront my accuser as courtrooms
must be made safe spaces for accusers.
My presence could be a microaggression and trigger unwanted anxiety in
the accuser. I was told that the burden
of proof beyond a reasonable doubt was now on me. I am presumed guilty before opening my mouth.
“All
men are liars” flashes the billboard high above Route 61. I wasn’t sure if I had fifth amendment rights
anymore. Would I be forced to
incriminate myself? I had no answer. I
was told if I hire a lawyer, it was considered proof that I am hiding
something. If I say something, then my
words are presumed to be lies. Maybe I
should confuse the tribunal and confess? My refusal to take a lie detector test would
be used against me. My confession would
be presumed a lie. My confusion could maybe
get me a suspended sentence.
I
am hungry. I wish I had a burger.
The prison only serves quiche and soy
milk. No burger for me.
But what if I did something
offensive? How long ago? Where did it happen?
I will never be told until the sentencing. Should not my past several decades of righteous
living count for something and redeem youthful recklessness? I was informed that atonement or redemption have
been replaced by vengeance and retribution.
I sat motionless on my cot in the old office of George Lindsay, former
city solicitor, Room 603 of the old Thompson Building, once considered
Pottsville’s skyscraper when Pottsville was still a city.
Damn,
I was hungry for a Coney burger. Lindsay’s faded
photograph is still on the wall. He was
once a bright political star around here.
Anything I did
inappropriate or harmful in high school or middle school, whether real or imagined,
is now considered an offense that needs to be examined and “consequences”
placed upon me. Years ago, this was
unimaginable as juvenile records were confidential. Youngsters were considered not mature. Behavior while young was not to haunt adult
for the rest of his life. Society wanted
to ensure that a child or teen’s past did not harm their future. After the Resistance won, everything changed.
The
billboard now flashed, “The end justifies
the means.”
My only hope is that the
Resistance infighting continues. One faction
of the Resistance believes that all offenders, past and present, need to be
weeded out and punished, regardless of political party. The breakaway faction went after all
“offenders” – Bill Clinton, of course. I
even heard reports that former Governor Ed Rendall was taken into custody; now incarcerated
for alleged past misadventures. Proof is
no longer required, only a simple allegation.
At one-point Pottsville’s JFK swimming pool was to be renamed as he
bedded an underage intern in the White House after giving her alcohol. Many argued that the pool name not change, as
Kennedy never laid a finger on any of the waitresses working at the Pottsville
Garfield Diner when he spoke to the crowds in the city back in 1960, although
he had opportunity to do so. It was suggested that it be renamed the Eleanor
Roosevelt pool due to the aging population in the city. No one could remember who Eleanor Roosevelt
was, so that idea was dropped. The pool
was finally renamed after Stormy Daniels for helping the Resistance win the
hearts and minds of the population. No
one cared or remembered that her past was sordid. Years ago, Ms. Daniels might have labelled a
prostitute or blackmailer, but all of that has changed. We are amid the golden age of trash culture
without even realizing it. Anyway, no
one cares about history anymore.
The
electronic billboard on Route 61 flashed “The
end justifies the means.”
The other faction of the Resistance
still overlooked transgressions of those who were useful to the cause. Old Larry Flynt of Hustler Magazine fame is a
big donor to the Resistance and he is still protected; likewise, the rap music
industry and, of course, Comcast which sends pornography to subscribers. Lots of money pours in from those folks who
profit on misogyny, using women as a commodity to be degraded for customers. The fashion industry also is a heavy
contributor to the Resistance. Yet that business
creates body image problems for many young girls.
The electronic billboard
on Route 61 flashed once again, “The end
justifies the means.”
Maybe I can be useful to
the Resistance and my transgression, whatever it was, skipped over. Money talks you know. It always has. It always will.
All that is happening to
me is the result of my application for a position on the city’s zoning board. Government is being cleansed from the top
down to even lowly picayune local offices.
If I had only avoided attempting to get involved in city affairs, then my
past behavior would have been disregarded.
I would have been left alone. Now
my application has become an invitation for the Resistance to probe deep into
my past, to dissect my mind, to analyze my every action to determine if I will
be loyal to the cause or be disloyal and labelled an enemy of their state. Once my application was submitted I opened
myself up for phone tapping, email hacking, bugging of my house, my letters and
correspondence opened and copied. I am
astounded on the amount of surveillance material that the state had on me.
A burly prison guard walks
to my cell and tells me that my trial would begin tomorrow morning at 9:30 A.M. I thank her for the tip and I begin to review
my entire life.
My God! Do these guards
realize how silly they look wearing those pink hats that became fashionable
after Hillary lost the election? I was not
to think that Mrs. Clinton lost the election.
The head of the Department of Education, Rachel Maddow, has stated that Hillary
did win but that the election was stolen by foreign forces. Hillary Clinton will be listed as the duly
elected president on all official records with an asterisk after her name
indicating she was never permitted to hold the office because of foreign intervention. What about her funding of the Steele dossier? Didn’t both parties have dirty hands? Didn’t Hillary have the primary system rigged
in her favor giving the shaft to old Bernie Sanders? I am glad I voted for Gary Johnson the
Libertarian candidate. I only wish he
knew the word Aleppo when he was
asked on the Morning Joe Show on MSNBC, in an ambush – a set-up interview when
he was deemed a threat to Hillary. Johnson
should have been more concerned about world affairs than pot smoking; he mixed
up Aleppo with falsetto and his poll numbers sank.
That’s what I read on Facebook.
Yes, there were bush parties
in my youth that I now have trouble remembering. As older teens we went through a rite of
passage, drinking beer with friends in the woods, far away from adult
supervision. The bush party itself was
an illegal activity. John Mellencamp’s
Cherry Bomb song rattled about in my head.
And the weekends went by so
quick
Went ridin' around this little country town
We were goin' nuts, girl, out in the sticks
I understand that lack of
intent, or mens rea, was no longer a
defense anymore. If I was inebriated, it
was no excuse. If it was one single
incident, it was no excuse. I was told
the penalty for one inebriated incident could be a branding on my
forehead. Branding is no longer
considered cruel and unusual. I think branding
is edgy, a step up from tattooing. There
are numerous branding parlors in downtown Pottsville now. However, the word “pig” would be branded on
my forehead. Maybe I’d add letters and
make it look like pigeon or pigmy. Just don’t know. I will wait until my sentence is imposed.
I remember a dance in a
gymnasium. A record player was spinning
a 45 hit of Sam Cooke, “Bring It on Home
to Me.” It was time for this lonely gawky
teenager to make his move, regardless of how awkward, as it was the last dance
of the evening. It was now or
never. I forget her name now, but I
remember holding her close. I remember
the scent of her Aqua Net hair spray. I
remember my nervous right hand moving ever so slowly down from her waist to her
butt before breathing a sigh of relief.
It was short-lived bliss as she pushed my hand back up to its starting
position. Could she be now pressing
charges against me years later? Sam
Cooke died a violent death over a woman, how ironic that my fate could rest
over where my roving hand landing while his song was playing in that dank
gymnasium on an autumn Saturday night on Market Street in downtown Pottsville.
“Bring your sweet loving
Bring it on home to me…”
Was it wrong to watch the
Benny Hill Show and laugh at the leering and groping by that British comic? As a child I watched Harpo Marx chase a woman while
honking his horn? No, it had to be
something more. What about my Rolling Stones collection? Honky Tonk Women? Taboo now. The Resistance came down hard on the Stones
after the takeover since Trump’s theme song was a Stones song. I should have destroyed them all. Now it’s too late. My thoughts drifted off as I watched a rat
cross my cell room. Tom Brokaw, my
favorite news reporter? Insufficient to
convict although allegations were made against him. Books borrowed from the Pottsville Library by
Ernest Hemingway or Norman Mailer? Might
those chauvinistic books have been revealed to authorities? “To Kill A Mockingbird,” was another one I
read. My God! That despicable book had
as its premise that a woman can lie under oath.
Atticus Finch, the stoic country lawyer is now deemed a chauvinistic
demon due to his aggressive cross-examination of the woman victim, the poor Mayella Ewell. I’m
sure they will find out it was on my borrowed list. The Resistance checks
everywhere. Privacy no longer matters. I am now convinced that Tom Robinson, the
defendant, was guilty as hell of raping the woman.
Believe
the woman! The billboard flashed once again. I will make a button that reads “I believe Mayella Ewell” and wear it at
my trial.
In 1972 at the Capitol
Theatre I watched Marlon Brando’s movie “Last
Tango in Paris” which had a sordid rape scene. Did someone report that to the authorities? I hated the film (but loved the
soundtrack). The film received great
reviews at the time, mainly written by older members of the present Resistance. I was thrown out of the theatre after
demanding a refund. How could I prove it? The Theatre is gone – it’s a parking garage
now. The manager’s deceased. I’m sunk. Maybe an investigation could still turn up
some evidence to help me. The old
popcorn bag I kept will probably be used against me.
Did the police obtain a
search warrant to search my house? I
sprang up from my cot and break into cold sweat. My VHS tape of “Animal House” was in my den!
They would find it! My heart sank.
That’s enough to convict me. “Animal House” is now considered
equivalent to the original “Birth of a
Nation” and condemned by the newly created Federal Department of Cultural Sanitation. Bluto Blutarsky is the film equivalent of a
slave master. I was told that the punishment for possessing a copy of the film
was a minimum 40 hours in a reeducation camp, forced to watch “The View” on the tv, followed by two
hours of Wolf Blitzer news reporting. Cruel
and unusual punishment.
Before collapsing back
onto the cot in my cell, I remember why I did not destroy the tape!
I will tell the tribunal
that years ago I thought it was a funny movie, but I have since changed my
mind. My mind better be changed as the
Resistance has now criminalized all private thoughts and private behavior. The only humor permitted now is the monologue
on Saturday Night Live. Everyone is supposed to laugh out loud at the
political propaganda dished out weekly on the show as comedic entertainment in similar
fashion to the loud clapping and applause that North Korean Kim Jong-Un
receives from his people. Children are
requested to inform the police if their parents did not mention how funny the
political skits were at the Sunday morning breakfast table. “I never
laughed so much since the last episode.”
Co-workers are also to report anyone expressing a Monday morning
negative review. Yes, they are to turn
in anyone who dare call a spade a spade by stating that the show is dull and
repetitive.
Political
correctness has killed comedy. Propaganda rules.
The Resistance not only
wants to control your public behavior, it wants to control your soul. I will just keep quiet and say nothing. I will turn off my mind and stop
thinking. In the words of George Orwell,
“If you want to keep a secret, you must also hide it from yourself.”
I can do that. I have to do that. My life depends on it. I will not say a word at my trial.
Damn I wish I had a Coney burger
right now.
